im still feeling like really down about the whole switch from areata to universalis. im still really hopeful...but as of right now im in a funk. i just feel really alone. and ive honestly never been the type of girl who needed to be in a relationship to be happy. but at the moment all i can think about is the fact that i dont really believe that ill ever have a relationship again because of the way i look....is that crazy?

when my hair fell out last year, i said in passing that i would have to kill myself if i ever lost my eyebrows/eyelashes. i had like really fierce eyebrows. but anyways today those eyebrows fell out. like in matter of hours they were gone. no me gusta.

So this is my first blog entry.

About 50% of my hair fell out in the begining of 2009, so by July I shaved my head and went to a dermatologist. Alopecia areata. I had two rounds of steroid shots done and my hair began to grow back ! I was thrilled, and I thought that was the end of that. In March it began to thin again, but this time it was much worse. On a side note, I can't explain it, but before the clumps even started falling out, I could feel in my scalp that it was going to happen.… Continue