I beat my stove up with a large box of aluminum foil. My bathroom is a mess because I threw my false eyelashes, my eyebrow tatoos, adhesive and everything else I use to put on my freaky face in the morning just so I look halfway normal. I have been waiting for my package of eyelashes, top and bottoms, to arrive in the mail, they finally came yesterday, yeah! So I paste on my eyebrows last night to save me some time in the morning, since they are to last for days! Yeah, right! Woke up and had already lost half of one eyebrow, so then I try to pencil the rest of it in and it won't go on because of the residue from the stencil, OK I'm already mad at this point! So I rub the rest off and it still won't go on, so I scrub my face until it's raw! Now the pencil will go on, damn it! Then I try the eyelashes, well I don't have to tell you how that went because that's when I thew everything in the bathroom. So I decide to just leave it for the day and go to put my lunch together, that's when the package of foil wouldn't co-operate either and I lost it, cried all the way to work, cried in the parking lot, and I'm sitting in the office just trying to avoid everyone because if anyone say's "how are you today" I'm afraid I'll loose it again. I can't stand this, I can't even imagine getting married looking like this. I handled the hair loss alright, once it was all gone that is, but my eyebrows and eyelashes are something that I can't get a grip on not to mention the loss of hair all over, I get undressed with the lights off now. I know I haven't posted in awhile, I do check in on everyone but I'm just not in a positive frame of mind right now and I can't be a support to anyone when I'm so negative. As it turns out, DGADBS (Don't Give a Damn Bald Sue) does give a damn! Thanks for listening.