Well I did it. The hair is gone. My spots were getting to the "I look sick "stage and the hubby helped me make the call. He shaved my head with my little girl present. Her response "You look like Uncle Paul" my handsome brother in law who sports his head -shaved look. My husband's response "You have a good head" How do I feel...Relieved a bit, stunned alot, sad a bit, but not as painful as I thought. In a very abstract weird way, I think I look cute...at least not sickly which is what I saw in the mirror. AA sucks but I will not let it wreck my life. I will adjust and kick it's butt...may take awhile...but let the comeback begin.