I have been experiencing a great amount of regrowth lately and have come to realize that after all my praying and wishing to have hair I don't really want it. I have lived my whole life without hair and it just seems alien for me to have long hair. I realized that I actually prefer being bald to having hair. I am actually scared to have hair. The idea of no longer being bald scares me. I do not want my hair to grow back in I want to stay the same. I mean it is exactly what a lot of us have experienced with losing hair but the opposite, I will have to come to except myself again. So really I want you to think if you truly want hair, it may be just be me having had alopecia since the age of five, almost nine years now, but I do not want hair. I want to stay bald.