As I near my one year shaviversary my depression has come back. Normally I let my hair loss just roll off my back. For some reason this month I just can't. I'm mad, scared, pissed off, and generally uneasy this month.
Maybe because my boys birthday's were this month. My youngest turned 2 and my oldest turned 5 and started Kindergarten. I live for my boys and dont really have time for myself, but I have decided that it is time to go forward with having a wig made for me. I'm tired of the questions and I'm tired of the starring. My boys didn't ask for this nor do they need to deal with it either. They understand what is wrong with me and they are very educated about Alopecia, but it does take its toll on them. I ask my oldest if he wants to me wear a hat when I took him to school for meet the teacher and on his first day, he answer was yes. I was totally ok with this but I think some of the parents thought I had the big C.
Oh well this month is almost over and maybe this will pass soon.