Sitting outside yesterday evening watching my children play with their friends, my mind starts to wander and I find myself full of 'What if's".
, Scared of one of my IF"S I decided to just come out and ask my husband,"What IF I turn bald within time, how will you feel towards me? I almost lost my finger when i asked that,I thought he'd either change the topic or just avoid to answer me all together.
instead I got a hug and he said," in sickness and in health." He went on to explain that this was not my fault and that we would get through it together.This made me feel better,however just cause it made me feel better I still have lots of what if's to deal with and that was just one step towards the bright light at the end of the tunnel.
In the meantime I need to try my best and stay positive the best way I can even tho it won't be easy.
I need to remember I AM THE SAME NICE WOMAN I was BEFORE I had hair loss and that the only thing that's changed is this thing called hair!!
So HERES to a new journey!!!