Where acceptance is all there is
Where is the gift receipt?!
My alopecia has been in hiding for a while now, which gave me enough time to form a relationship. Now, 9 months into said relationship, I have the familiar signs that she's back to play. I don't know how to tell my gf that I'm loosing my hair. She knows in the past it happened, but she doesn't understand it. I don't think she realizes what a monster I become once me and Josie (my wig) have to start hanging out together again.
No idea how to tell her or how I will react to her possible no-show of emotion. Would that be better or worse? So far, avoiding is going well. Why would she want to stay with me? I look disgusting with no hair. It's only the start at the moment but I know where it can lead. A little twitch here, a tug there, some heat and a lot of tingling. Once that happens, it will be time to give Josie a wash and let her back out into the world.