I sat at work and and realize I am having a tougher time with her AA then she is... Is it wrong to be a parent who wants their child to get better? I wrote this to my child in hopes she will one day know what I felt as she went through this ordeal.


MOTHER’S LOVE


Everyday I fight to be the person she needs me to be
When deep inside I feel like I am dying
Lost in a world between life and reality
I sit and hope she is stronger than me
This person I birthed has learned to fight
Just as she did when learning to ride a bike
Each day I watch her be strong for me
I wonder can she see through me ?
Does she know that I cry in the morning and the evening too
The only person I will love besides God for eternity
I would die for this child without a second glance
Give up a limb, walk with a limp, hell I would not care
She lives with my heart, my soul, the very existence I am
Most people don’t love enough
I cherish the days with this girl who brightens them up
As a mother I think where do I begin?
Through time I realized it doesn’t matter where I start
I just never want it to end
So as my days go by and the light seeps in
I realize what I have become my child’s best friend
The strength she holds is the hand I held
The one too small to cross alone
Now I sit and I watch her sleep
I kiss her face even as she sleeps
Now the day starts anew
And I realize
I am a mother that’s who!

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Comment by Maria, Mia's Mom on April 1, 2008 at 9:08pm
Great words...I truly understand, I cry for my daughter many times...Its hard because I sometimes wish it would be me going through this and not her..hopefully they will find something to help everyone who is going through this...
Comment by Susan on April 4, 2008 at 5:56pm
Girl, that is deep, and I know how you feel. My kids are my world, my heart and my soul and I would do anything to make sure they dont hurt.
Comment by Julia on November 19, 2008 at 1:12pm
Hey Trina...My daughter spots have grown back in. What's the extent of your lil girls AA?

I love your words of expression!

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