Lisa-Lynn Marini's Blog – April 2011 Archive (25)

So excited I had to share

Today my husband is finally putting up my face with my brother in-law, this means I can finally go out in my yard without anyone staring at me and wondering whats on my head!!!

this way I can start slowly to get out of the house wearing my wig or turban!

may i also start my therapy which is suppose to help me deal with stress, anxiety, self-esteem etc, I am really hoping all this works out for me, because I am tired of being sad, alone and feeling like there is no hope for me at… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 30, 2011 at 8:00am — 1 Comment

I found the trick

from the last post about shaving my head I decided to try something out, I took shampoo and rubbed it directly on the head where I needed it to be shaved and it worked wonders!! why din't i think of this before? lol
However thank-you to all your replies and suggestions I apreciated them

Lisa

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 29, 2011 at 6:00pm — 9 Comments

Does anyone have an idea?

I of course am completely bald on the back of my head and all though the sides so I find I i have to shave the top of my head, I hate using a razor with soap or shaing cream it burns,, so i even try using my hubby;s shaver, but find after that my head feels like its on fire. Does anyone have any better ideas on this matter?

Lisa

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 29, 2011 at 10:11am — 3 Comments

Obsessed with something else

Now that I know I will never get my hair back, I constantly finding myself obsessing with my skin, always adding lotion around the eyes so i dont get crow's feet, never used to wear much make-up before, now I find that I need the make-up EVERY DAY!!! so tis way I dont fel as ugly when i'm in my little facy turbans. beleve it or not it makes me feel pretty again, am I the only one woried about all that stuff, especially when i put lotion aound my eyes at least 3 times daily?

amd I going… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 28, 2011 at 9:00am — 12 Comments

Challenges

Life is full of challenges, but these challeges are only give to you, because God knows your faith is strong enough to get through tem!!
Yry to remember that when you feel down.

I hope everyone is having a happy ,hopeful dy today
God Bless!

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 26, 2011 at 10:47am — 6 Comments

My day out

I had a wonderful day out yesterday, my sister finally got me to go for a drive with her and her husband, we drove through the country side, it was beautiful i can't remember the last time I ever let my house like that and it felt really good to get out.

I cane home I made us all dinner and we had a chat, my brother in law said to me, plz Lisa don;t feel you need to cover your head with anything just because I am here and my sister said the same thing, It was as if my heart pounded of joy… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 24, 2011 at 3:00pm — 5 Comments

easter

Have a wonderful easter to evertone, love ya xox'
GOD BLESS

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 24, 2011 at 9:36am — No Comments

many good friends

please feel free to add me on facebook at lisa lynn marin ilongbottom would love to see some of you there no need to post bld picttures but it;s nice to add some good friends

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 22, 2011 at 11:08pm — No Comments

Please read!

I just wanted to thank-all of you for all your support wether sad, wether happy, I am so happy to be apart of AW, i've many of you wo have the same problem as myself,Some painful stories and some stories of hope and have at times given me the courage to go on and deal with my allopecia.
I just wanted to wish each and everyone of you a very wonderfyl Easter!!
I love yo all
<3 Lisa

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 22, 2011 at 9:07am — 1 Comment

a pleasant day today !

So I went to my usually psychiatrist today, he put me on better meds to help me cope with my depression over hairloss. I told gim how insecure I am answering the door in my turban or for everytime someone sees me I have a total different wig on you know what he said to me," WHO CARES it's none of their business why you do those things, you are who you are and you neeed to be happy about that.

As we said goodbye he gave me a hug which normally never happens, but he did and told me "hang in… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 20, 2011 at 6:42pm — 9 Comments

Need some advice please

On my profile I've added some wig photos of myself and could really use some opinions as to which one looks better, I will not take offense to any comment but it does help to know . Thank-you all for taking this time to helo me out
Lisa
have a great day:)

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 20, 2011 at 10:00am — 15 Comments

Happy yesterday, sad today

I sure wish there was something magical to make me happy, I feel as if there is no hope.

I couldn't get over how happy I was yesterday and BANG!! today I am completely opposite.

I wish they would find a cure for alopecia, just like they are trying for cancer patients, heart and stroke foundation why the hell isn't it for alopecia?? makes me so angry.

I found it so hard to even get out of bed in the mornings and night time is my favorite time of the day, cause im going to sleep an… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 19, 2011 at 8:00am — 14 Comments

For Everyone!

For the many of you who have commented on my blogs, I have felt some btter adat times I read them ovr and ovr for some self confidence,,ty all veryy much and I hope your all havng a gorgeous day!'
Love you all

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 18, 2011 at 6:42pm — No Comments

Can anyone relate?

I wear turbans everydya in my house which I dont ususally like cause I am afraid to wear my wigs.
I get worried if I wear a wig and rest my head on the back of the couch it will mess up,afraid it will damage faster, and also cause I smoke, even thou it's only me that smokes I smoke rarely.
How can I be afraid to wear a wig in my own house? Am I being weird here?

Lisa-lynn

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 16, 2011 at 1:22pm — 5 Comments

What have I done wrong in life?

Finallly decided to have a great time and have some wine, Feels quite good and takes away some of my pain that I feel. You see I dont only have alopecia but i have dealt with many turmoils over my life since the age of 2, and I supose I just can't understand why God keeps putting me through all this turmoil in life.All I ever wanted as child is to live a normal life and it's just not happening!

Now I am an adult trying to deal with the pain of no hair.sometimes it's ok but other times I… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 15, 2011 at 11:22pm — 5 Comments

Bald and sore and a small prayer

has anyone else had this problem?

my head is smooth like a newborn head, however I hav a tendensy to pick at my head, now I have sores and they hurt, am I doing this because of tress or its just something to pick at,, or is it because i'm constantly touching my head looking for signs of growth?

Is this normal or is it just me?



"Dear God please let my hair grow, let others hair grow too,we are wonderful people and DO NOT deserve this.Everyday we deal with the sadness of the… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 15, 2011 at 11:51am — 1 Comment

help plz!!!

I am having a very very hard time trying to get some answers on curly wigs :(
I'ts quite spiral and long, i dint do my homework before I bought it, I was wondering how long the wig would last me for if I were to wear it everyday and if I washed it would the curls come out??
Any pointers I woud apreciate tyvm

Lisa in need of hellp

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 13, 2011 at 4:48pm — 1 Comment

Feeling sad!

Woke up this morning and just felt so sad. Yes sure I wake yp feeling like nothing is wrong but this morning was completely oposite,I;ve tried very hard not looking into my mirror but not sure why I did it , but I did it today in hopes to find little hair maybe? but I guess not my head is as smooth as a baby's head. Trefore I found myself crying and taking a tantrum wondering what I have done wrong.

Yeah sure I have been given some medication for what I am going through but I hate like… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 13, 2011 at 11:24am — 3 Comments

My cute little turban

I was surprised at myself when the other night I had to drive my sister home and guess what I wore? yep!! my pink turban, I've had looks from others in thei cars and what I did was "wave" see how fast they turn away,,LOL

I have gotten to the point where I will go outside in my turban and couldn't care less who sees me.

At least I know that this is a good step for me. As far as me going out bald , i'm not sure that will ever happen at least not for a long time to come!

Hearing all… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 12, 2011 at 12:05pm — 1 Comment

A comforting hug!

Saturday I had taken a nap knowing my sisters and their hubbby;s and baby was coming over so I thought ok I best take sa nap, I askd my husband to wake me up so that I may put on a hair peice to look normal, did he wake me up?? NOPE! They all came in the door and yelled "wake up sleepy head" A good thig I had on thi velvet pink turban which is quite pretty and comfy , I explained to my husband as i was upset, why dint you wake me? of course he said I looked too peaceful to disturb, and my… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 11, 2011 at 4:10pm — 2 Comments

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