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things suck fersure

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lois-all my mother did when she found out is tell me to stop talking to tommy and say that i needed professional help. which she never followed through on. after that night she never said another word about it. i lied to her and said i only did it once. i wanna be a psychaiatrist. ironic as that is. thats weird, my friend garrett told me just the other night that i spend too much time trying to fix other people and not enough on myself...hmm. well thanks… Continue

Added by Courtney on June 5, 2009 at 9:30pm — No Comments

holy crap

wow it's been forever since i've been on here. sorry. well there's no way in hell i could describe what happened with tommy because it's kinda pathetic and im still hurting over it. to make a long story short, we started drifting and with each passing day of silence my depression deepened. we're not friends anymore, i haven't talked to him since his birthday when i said "happy birthday" and that was april 2nd. i really got depressed, not even kidding. i got into some stuff that i shouldn't have… Continue

Added by Courtney on May 29, 2009 at 1:48am — 1 Comment

TEEHEE xD

OMFG TOMMY FOUND OUT I LIKE HIM Dx but its all good. he said "don't think that i don't like u either. ur my best friend but i could see that changing in a good way sometime. but not right now." and he also said once "i wish i could find a girl tht was jst wat i want her to be. srry random jst started thinking." and evryone says he was talking about me! even perfect strangers i meet online! I WENT ICE SKATING WITH TOMMY SARA MADI SPENCER AND JASON LAST WEEKEND! OH EM GEE! TOMMY KEPT TICKLING ME!… Continue

Added by Courtney on December 4, 2008 at 5:31pm — No Comments

HAHAHEHEHOHO

ok so i was talking with tommy (and gasping for breath) read on and u will know y. the dude frickin cracks me up. PLEASE SCROLL DOWN TO THE BOTTOM IF U DONT READ THE IM::



leighbaby1995 (10:37:05 PM): lol. but if she does tell me whether or not she does, im not telling u

leighbaby1995 (10:37:30 PM): you will know if its yes or no

boodwarski (10:38:12 PM): ok...

leighbaby1995 (10:38:18 PM): just trust me

boodwarski (10:38:27 PM): with wat?

leighbaby1995… Continue

Added by Courtney on November 26, 2008 at 11:36pm — 2 Comments

omG

zac asked me out! yay! i left a comment for him on myspace that said "hey wuts up?" and he said "nothing wanna go out?" and i said "yes" so were going out! yay!



and i left my phone in my locker yesterday! Dx but i went to get it today. damn that place is creepy on the weekends! it was so deserted. i was with my friend kara. we finally found and open door at the back and we had to go up stairs and around to get to my locker cuz the doors separating 2 hallways was closed. and then we… Continue

Added by Courtney on November 15, 2008 at 6:51pm — No Comments

finally moving on:]

in 1st period after test



zac gestures to me to write a note



me:ya?

zac:sorry i couldnt get on myspace last nite :(

me:don't worry about it. so now can u tell me?

zac:i dont like abbey anymore. i like u.

me:i like u 2

zac:what a twist

me:lol



so karlee was passing notes with shelby and she kept giving them to mandy to give to me to give to shelby. and she kept asking (by mouth) 'who does zac like?' and i was like 'im not saying a… Continue

Added by Courtney on November 11, 2008 at 2:30pm — No Comments

i love the lord :)))))))))))))))))))

i like zac!!!

we were passing notes in science today. this is what happened :)



me:hey i forgot to ask, i thot u were gonna ask abbey out on friday?

zac:i was but this other girl keeps talking to me in science. (that girl would be ME!)

me:oh really? what do u mean mean by that?

zac:i think u know

me:i think ik 2. explain?

zac:ill tell u on myspace

me:aw cmon patience isnt part of my nature!



so ya :) tommy says im too happy :) cuz i put :)… Continue

Added by Courtney on November 10, 2008 at 5:39pm — 1 Comment

relief

i've recently found a way to vent about my problems without telling anyone the extent of it. MUSIC MY SAVIOR! i wrote 3 songs! all about tommy. it really helped. ill think about posting them, but they're pretty ammature. i doutb they're very good. i don't even think u could call them songs. i don't have any music for them. at the moment they're just poems i add music to in my head. ill be writing more just cuz it helps so much. i write down exactly how i feel at that moment and nothing else.… Continue

Added by Courtney on November 6, 2008 at 10:25pm — 1 Comment

sigh

im still not over tommy :( it feels like ill never be. im just so sad all the time. can anyone cheer me up?

Added by Courtney on November 4, 2008 at 9:02pm — 3 Comments

omg im such a dtiz

i cant think of anything to say about keaton! ha cept that i dont get to sit by him in la1 anymore :( o well idt i like him that much anymore.



omg im going to zacs party on thursday. iz a halloween party. no costumes. then friday im trick or treating with kate, karlie, and courtney til bout 8 or 9. then im going to my bffl jacks haunted house t drew's. he says itll scare the crap outta me. pha im scared easily but i luv being scared just 4 fun. clowns creep me out. PHA! RANDOM… Continue

Added by Courtney on October 28, 2008 at 12:10pm — 2 Comments

this is becoming difficult :/

ok this dare is a challenge. I NEED TO COMPLAIN!!! i went to GO! last nite at katies church and i had to avoid someone ALL NITE and i need to SCREAM! but i have nowhere to scream where the cops wouldnt show up. i have many deep thoughts i need to type!!! o shall paint my nail black for halloween. and itll distract me. anyone? give me a distraction!!!

Added by Courtney on October 25, 2008 at 3:12pm — 3 Comments

haaaaaay (inside joke wit tommy hehehehe)

ty ty ty (thank you)



im busying myself with love songs, im re-reading a series, and i ran out of pizza :( but pastor cory came to school today! hes awesome. he has a mohawk! lol

i fell asleep 3 times 2day lol mr. culley should work on his lesson plans. and maybe if mrs ferhman played some emo rock songs i wouldnt fall asleep typing. lol omg i have an F in social studies! JUST bc i did bad on 2 wrksts. this is GAY! and i have a C in band. idk y! its not MY fault i dont know the… Continue

Added by Courtney on October 23, 2008 at 4:37pm — 1 Comment

booreed

ok. bogie im taking u on w/ ur dare. BUT i have one condition. i will not WRITE about guys. but id just like to make it clear that i really miss keaton. lol and starting now, i will not write about guys for a week. (5 day school week hehehe)



my mom got me a fuzzy sweatshirt!!! iz fuzzy on the inside lol. i got my new phone!!! i have a new sweatsuit! itsh bluu. yesh i said itsh and yesh i said yesh. i luv and sh to stuff lol. i also like iz and ish. both for is. hehehehe



on… Continue

Added by Courtney on October 22, 2008 at 4:38pm — 2 Comments

-.-

ok. justin is starting to CREEP ME OUT. he like stalking me!!! i have to sit with someone evryday so he doesnt sit w/ me and even then he sits as close as possible. and he shows up in my class rooms. hes in 8th grade!!! he wont leave me alone.



justin said tommy was making fun of me :( he didnt say wat about and idk if its true but im sad ):



im not speaking to spencer. he high fived me so hard today my hand is bruised. no joke.



im getting my new phone tomoro… Continue

Added by Courtney on October 18, 2008 at 12:25am — 1 Comment

things should change.

i hate that whenever u stop going out w/ some1, u hardley evr talk again!!! wel minus tj. he scares me. but anyway, i refuse for things to be like that w/ me. im buds w/ spencer. (not tj hes scary) justin, (im saying no to him btw) and tommy. lol speaking of tommy im getting ovr him. we had a contest today who could say "haaaay" first whenevr we saw each other and i one once and so did he. it was hilarious. i said haaaay to evry1 just cuz i could.

its not in my intrest 2 wollow 4 all… Continue

Added by Courtney on October 15, 2008 at 5:43pm — 1 Comment

uuughhh im confuzzled!!!

ok ive been talking to tommy for HOURS. i reeeally miss him. and i didnt get my hug. :[ his rotation changed and he has computer keyboarding 5th period so if he came down to the band hall hed be late. omg theres tear marks on my computer. now thats just pathetic. anyway, I MISS TOMMY!



omg justin asked me out again. he dumped me on A DARE. and he told me that, and said "so u wanna go out again?" he confuzzles me!!! and omg spencer today was like "haha tommy dumped u" and so i told… Continue

Added by Courtney on October 14, 2008 at 8:09pm — 1 Comment

suckish life

no my frens didnt know. they havent mentioned it since. they were just there with lots of hugs. cole was there when it happened. hes barely spoken to me since then. he said he was so srry it happened. kate said he was trying to talk to me on the bus. he said he wasnt tho. i txtd him. ill add 2 this when he replys.

i saw tommy 2day. we said hey like 3 times. god im gonna miss him.

Added by Courtney on October 14, 2008 at 4:03pm — 1 Comment

8:38 PM October 13th 2008

my life sux.

austin pulled my hair off at the bus stop.

tommy broke up w/ me.

i can't stop crying.

i miss cole.

he would make me feel better.

well thats my sucky life.

Added by Courtney on October 13, 2008 at 8:50pm — 3 Comments

12:42 AM Saturday, October 12th, 2008

wow. i went 2 a football game last nite w/ tommy. we hung out with spencer cj cole kate katie cristina jack some dude with jack and a buncha poeple i forget. anyway. spencer and cj were try to get tommy 2 hug me ALL nite. spencer was like grabbing tommy trying to get his arm around me and tommys like "whats the point if im being forced?" and im so glad he didnt bc he was forced. ughh i keep getting off topic. ANYWAY. so i hit spencers arm just playin. buuuut appearantly i don't know my own… Continue

Added by Courtney on October 12, 2008 at 12:45am — 2 Comments

tommy tommy tommy <3

omg i like tommy a looot more than spencer, tj, and justin. speaking of justin;i FINALLY got him back! speancer(we buddys again) punched him in the back. and we were throwing gum wrappers at each other on the bus it was funny. but then i started yelling at him for punching me [again] and alex heard and was like "wait wait wait, WHO punched u?!" and i pointed to justin and austin was like astounded [vocab word lol] and when they got off the bus they both took his head and pounded it against the… Continue

Added by Courtney on October 6, 2008 at 6:15pm — No Comments

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