Hi! I live in Ottawa, Ontario and have had alopecia areata for the past ten years, give or take. I am 29 years old. It has never really bothered me much (except when I get them in really hard to hide areas - I am pretty into my hair/aesthetics.) Lately the pains you get when the hair is about to fall out gives me anxiety. I think it's that "No! Not again! How can I stop it? Oh my gosh my hair fee…