i am desperatly trying to stay my upbeat self that everyone always seems to think i am. i am 18 years old and have had no hair since i was 2 years old. i never really cared much about not having hair. i hated when people stared at me, but i just blew it off. however once i turned about 16 i really seems to hit a turn of the worse i started questioning why me? my closest freinds and family started to be like your beautiful withouth hair. and i couldnt imagine you with hair you look better without it. how do you respond to that. do you be all like thank you, or do you take it personally. i know i usually take it as a personal attack like not having hair defines me, that people wouldnt except me with hair. what if i did get hair. the same hair i have been wanting all my life. what if i get it and everyone hates me but i know i will feel beautiful about myself but would it be worth it if everyone else doesnt like it. i have been feeling like i dont know how to cope with this anyone. its driving me absolutly crazy inside. for the past 2 and a half years i feel like my self esteem and confidence has droped so much but i cant let other people see it. i have to be strong . i dont wear wigs because i hate how they feel i hate knowin the hair is not mine. people tell me i am a fake if i wear them. somehow i love being unique and when i wear it and i fit in the crowd it drives me crazy inside and i cant deal with it. i probebly am not making any sence but i just needed to get this out there i just AM GOING CRAZY!! I WANT HAIR. i dont understand why i have to experience this and other people dont. why cant i just have hair of one day! one mont, one year even i dont think i am being to demanding or greedy!
aight well if anyone can share any opions or ideas or insight let me know