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free translation out of Dutch God to me…. I asked God to take away my annoyance But God said no… It isn’t for me to take away, but for you to give up I asked God to make the handicapped kid in me whole But God said no Your spirit is whole, your body is just temporary I asked God to give me tolerance But God said no Tolerance you wont get, you will learn I asked God for happiness But God said no I bless you, but happiness you have to find I asked God to take away my suffering But… Continue

I feel like crap today. Just want to vent on here for the first time and see how that goes. I have Alopecia for many years. Most of the time I feel good and I am ok with it. Only some days I can’t handle my bald head. Like all the comments and stares were build up and the pain wants to get out. I am then trying to push my feelings away and get on with the day. But very sometimes, like today, it just cracks open and I feel so sad and tense, that for a while I can’t deal with my alopecia. I know… Continue