Hey guys! I hope all is well with you guys. As you may have noticed my life got a bit crazy and busy. I haven't been on here in over a year so here is a little bit about what's been going on in my life. My divorce is almost final so that makes me happy and sad all at the same time. Marrying some one to me ment spending the rest of my life with them but when the person I was with couldn't handle my disease and abused me because he wanted me to feel like a piece of trash, took me a long time to open my eyes and realize I didn't need that. I was very depressed for a long time I thought no one would love me because I was bald and at that time I felt very ugly. I went through a lot to get where I am today am I perfect no not at all but I'm trying to learn to accept myself and maybe one day love my self. I did meet someone a very special person who treats me like a queen. He opens every door for me and I've never had that. It's hard for me to accept his love tho I'm scared he will one day decide he also can't handle my disease and put bad thoughts in my head about myself. I know I push him away a lot because its easier to do that then to let someone in. I'm always telling him he doesn't love me when I know he does, I guess I just want to think that so I won't hurt so bad if he ever do hurt me. He wants to marry me and I would love to marry him also but I don't wont another failed marriage. I found my passion in life it's photography. I now have a degree in it and I love what I do it brings lots of happiness to my life. Well I don't want to write a book because I'm sure I would bore you all lol. Take care guys and as always bald is beautiful : )