I did something today I never thought i would do....I spent the entire day without wearing my hair...the catch is: I had an exam to take in DC for work today! I was out and about without my hair...And I Loved It! Don't get me wrong, I would rather wear it than not, simply because of the fact that I prefer my look with hair. I just didn't want to do it today. I feel so trapped by it; does that make sense? I waste so much time on hiding and getting myself ready that it makes life so exhausting.… Continue

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. I have been thinking about my move to D.C. and the kinda life i want to live now. I'll admit that I am scared, not of leaving home, but of someone getting close to me and discovering what I have been trying so hard to hide. But now is the time to let it go. The only problem is that I WON'T LET MYSELF. How can I be honest with anyone about my situation when I can't even look at myself in the mirror. The only time I am, somewhat, comfortable with myself… Continue

Was at work yesterday and some woman made a comment about my hair. she started telling me my hair was thinning on the back of my head as if i didnt know. She actually asked me if i knew it was thinning! I told her i did. that was all i could say. as i went about my work i gradually started into a bad mood. I'm still thinking about it. what should i do? i guess i'm not hiding it as well as i thought i was. Seriously all i wanted to do was leave work to go home and cry. but then i thought,… Continue

I believe i wrote on my page a few weeks ago about getting a topper. Well, I opted for a different set of extensions again. I think I decided to hold off on a topper out of pure fear. Deep down I feel that getting a topper or wig means that I will be giving up on hope that my hair will just decide to grow back healthy and strong. I don't know why I just can't take the plunge and do it. I see so many woman on this wonderful site with their pieces and they all look gorgeous; like they are having… Continue